Well all is well I can't believe I've made it this far. I keep telling myself that its all going to turn out great. Yesterday as I was waiting for the bus in Oshawa I wanted so badly to cross the street and buy a sub but nope instead I called my mom so that I could take my mind off things. I will say that today I did cheat a little bit and had a carrot/orange juice but honestly I don't think that should even count as cheating since it's not food.
Today was interesting because Patty asked me what I think will change in my life once I start losing weight and I really think it will just really help with my self-esteem which is what I really think is important. I will for sure see myself in a different way. I'm sure there will be other issues to deal with but I'm just so excited about starting this new journey. Can't wait to start putting up pictures of myself looking thinner and happier of course.
Some of the things I want to do when I'm thinner are Skating, Shopping for great clothes and shows and lots of Swimming and Dancing. I also want to go to Wonderland and go on all the rides again and the water slides. I've always been too embarrassed and felt too awkward to go on them before. I suppose that will all change in time.
I can't wait to be at my goal weight and be able to get my dark fairy tattoo!!
About Me
- JewelZ23
- Toronto, Ontario, Canada
- I'm a smart, caring and beautiful woman that is about to start a new stage in my life. A new healthy stage in which I will be able to feel better about my body and who I am.
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